I have had a very strange weekend, which has challenged all my values and resources, also my temper!. I have one major delight though that has been Paige she was here on her own this weekend, I have been on duty so I was quite worried that she may be bored, not a bit of it she has had a lovely time and John looked after her wonderfully.
Disaster struck last week when my computer got a virus, John has spent hours over the week saying he thought he had got rid of it and then it would rear it’s self again, my machine is very old anyway but john has kept giving it the kiss of life but as this weekend came round it finally died, I have been without it now for 2 days. John has restored a very old machine which I am on now for me till he gets time to buying some new bits I need.
Part of my frustrations came from the loss of my computer as I really liked it, and I found I felt cut off without it, silly really as I have the telephone, but I do like surfing the net. The other part of my frustration is that I over react to situations which can make me blow things out of proportion this is never good, I am also overly protective of my family, my friends and most of all John. I am now trying very hard to take a more relaxed attitude to things and bring my blood pressure down at least for the next couple of days.
To aid my stress levels I made a cake, my weekend cake which I enjoyed making and enjoyed eating even more, I also did some painting with Paige, not the decorating sort, played on the wii and then went for a lovely evening walk, in which the farm cat came too, much to John’s disgust.
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